Feeling Lost

I have lost the best part of me somewhere My heart is empty with nothing to fill Everything is falling apart and I feel helpless The wall around me is slowly breaking down Don't know how long I can resist the fall After all these years I have nothing to talk Silence has become my new identity I feel intimidated to trust myself Tried to put on happy faces all the time But it has created a bigger hole instead Pain and guilt are killing me on the inside I find myself lost even holding his hand Being happy is what I am missing the most I am fighting hard to hold myself together Having lost my soul I see no turning back now.