Feeling

Troubles with feelings of feeling I’ve had Feeling nothing or just feeling plain sad My head used to get the better of me It’s clearing now and I’m feeling free Feelings are troubling if you can’t cope From a life wasted on all sorts of dope My brain is a beast, bewildering and complex I’d thought by now I’d have many many defects Not even close it’s springing to life now My consciousness is clearly loving it and how It feel Im reborn but it ain’t no mistake Serious choices in life you must make The easier way might seem like it’s right The hard way is best as you then need to fight To hell and back and back and back again The roads been littered with episodes of pain Adversity is food for a desolate soul Hungry for love from itself to be whole Hard choices taken, harder roads travelled My brains now awake and in life it has revelled I’ve found love again which I never expected I’m closer to my boys and I feel I’m respected I listen to music with the ear of my youth I’ve nothing to hide and I’m living the truth In life I strive for balance and moderation In all that I do in every situation I’m proud of the way I’ve overcome devastation Id choose the hard road again with no hesitation