Feel In Sane

Can i get into heave if i still have depression?
or when i reach the pearly gates will i still feel rejection? 
thoughts in side my head full of anxiety, im stressin
im trying i really promise, but the fear is so aggressive.

So many tears, pain, fears, Brains burning and i feel sick
the rooms twisting and turning.
names that i hear, strain, jeers, Brains burning and im getting
sick.
this rooms heavily padded and it's quite concerning.

People say i enjoy being sad. it'll just disappear, its just a fad.
just a faze. like im living lines off of a page, of a play.
switch moods like day and night, honestly just wanna hide or fade away. how can you stay, when the world feels
a million miles away.

yeah there's a fire deep inside me, a fight i can't control
gotta hold, walk through storms, from the lightning through the
cold.
i am bold, i am brave, limping and crawling through each stage.
some might think that im insane, but they have never
felt my pain.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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