Fear of Thunder

The sky formed gray clouds bursting into loud noises that I could not explain, 
the only thing that did make sense is that I was alone I felt afraid.

 A flash of lighting warning me, yet at the same time making me nervous about what was 
yet to come.

 I had circled my future in my mind perfectly, I thought I knew until the 
storms brewed and they emptied my head of common sense.

 It made me feel trapped some how under a nights sky waiting to be destroyed by that one 
sound that made my whole body reminisce of my fear. like I was the mouse afraid to be 
stepped on by an elephant.

 I'd close my eyes and cover my ears just to help this fear I had. A little baby rapped 
under sheets so tight, Mother wasn't there to hold me but i'd learned to hold myself.

 Praying that the nightmare would end, But little did I know it was only the beginning. 
Summer skies nice and blue brought stormy nights filled with danger and ruin.

 Why couldn't I just get over this one tiny fear? I wouldn't travel to 
Mexico because the storms are too severe... I would always wake up afraid looking 
out my window just to make sure.

 Make sure that there was no gray in sight but then 
again blue skies could also be deceiving.

 It wasn't until I heard only rain, That calmed me down that lessened my pain.
 
I could walk and talk and pretend it never happened but storms do come and when they do I 
tremble in fear my knees get weak and I sigh another day another fear.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2005

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December 19, 2009 at 12:57 PM
Congrats on your feature write this week!! Love Light Patty
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December 15, 2009 at 12:50 PM
Many congratulations on your poetry being featured on the Soup this week >> James
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December 15, 2009 at 2:30 AM
Congratulations on having your poem featured this week. A well deserving honor. A. W. Nutter www.freewebs.com/abcedit
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December 14, 2009 at 6:42 PM
Fear is fear--and a child should be comforted. This could have meaning beyond the literal. Congratulations on having your poem featured. I wish you continued success with your writing. Karen
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December 14, 2009 at 3:48 PM
congrats on being featured this week
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December 14, 2009 at 11:49 AM
Shahana - I hate being out in thunder and lightening but love watching it from indoors it is an amazing spectacle. Well done on your piece being featured this week. Rgds Janette
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December 14, 2009 at 8:46 AM
Congratulations on your poetry being featured at PoetrySoup this week Shahana. May you have many more features. Love,Carol
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