Fear of Success

Fear of personal and disconnecting ego-success feels reasonable to me Too much adulating feedback from old friends vaguely envious that I would place myself above and before them sacrifices integrity more resonant with us, immersed in ecosystemic success, embodied health, resilient Earth-rooted wealth. Children especially straight white physically-privileged adolescents, have grown self-empowerment rights to autonomous personal lifestyle differences, risks of failure alone, opportunities toward narcissism, as contested by parents who often have our own anthropocentric issues about humane success and climate failure. Democratically grateful adults have grown rights to self-determination responsibility of personal con-science consciousness authority over-against God/Gaia, Completing the circle of young developing secular ego-systems competing rather than cooperatively owning and managing appreciating immersion within sacred ecosystemic Earth. Perhaps LeftBrain's WinLose risk is also RightBrain's WinWin opportunity to aspire toward resilient God/Gaianess, as bicamerally GoldenRuled together, ego/eco-systemic polypathic nest, So we are feathered together, and fear of personal and disconnecting ego-success continues to feel reasonable to me.