Fear No More

I yearn to break free from the life that I'm living. I am not trapped but am whole heartedly forgiving Of myself because my mistakes held me back, so. I try to move on but as much as I grow; I'm held back by my worries, my fears, and my doubts. Just trying to maintain and deal with my bouts Of anxiety. I always let it get the best of me. Well not always, but it's always the test of the Life that I live; the path that I follow. Just ignore it, they say. I can't so I wallow Relishing in the I can'ts and the I trieds. Trying to fool them with my confident strides But I won't do this anymore. I need to be better Than who I am now; no matter the weather, The day or the week or the year. That's The Power of Now, not living in fear Of what I don't know. I need to fulfill Who I'm meant to be or my spirit, I'll kill. I don't mean to be this way but I mean to change To better myself. I don't care that I'm strange Anymore.