Father At a Loss To Express Care and Concern For Punim

Helplessness immobilizes yours truly, I genuinely agitate permanently lasting indelible impact deux biological offspring unfairly bore brunt, compliantly, complicity, and complimentary I avidly, doggedly, instinctively helped create subsequently, unintentionally, or willingly unpleasantly affected as adults facilitate learned behaviors to navigate their respective independent lives both managed to coordinate transitioning as responsible adults more successful than me - I do congratulate their separate feats, titillate papa, who admires emotional growth, though grievously despair weaknesses invariably did inculcate their once innocent selves did graduate courtesy positive resources I dedicate to other then myself, commiserate as unwittingly tortured saturate without knowing and implicate thine guilty poor role model, me - heartache afflicted with anguish, especially younger offspring doth indicate perhaps apathy, difficulty, paucity to equate body/mind synergy, she doth habituate herself with destructive behavior, vicariously saddening me psyche where alarm doth germinate yet... particular influences I awkwardly essentially, and inadvertently now articulate unsure if word choice (mine) obscures soulful heartfelt angst that doth resonate oft time does afflict my existence thousands of miles distant, nonetheless doth percolate reckon, reflect, and reiterate pointlessly berate to nobody in particular - minus followers courtesy various and sundry digital poetry venues articulate and doth interrogate, fulminate, and futilely castigate himself psychologically damaged goods paternal legacy, their salad days hoop fully mushrooming into great and healthy women, where every last trace of my objectionable faults they eradicate, cuz Shana thee mean more than fine spun gold!