Fate

Strong ,but weak for some time Whole world around me but yet i'm blind Can't see what ahead of me still wanting what was mine Runaway, runaway runs thru my mind I sometimes get away but am destined to return No one sees all the marks ive made all the scars ive earned Or the tears i cry for they dry too fast I try to drown my sorrow but the freedom never last So here i lay in the bed i've built Left with nothing but sadness and guilt Take another drink til i float away again I'm alone on this journey im my own friend Or am i the enemy i am fighting with this Do i forgive myself and live in ignorant bliss Or do i punish myself for what ive done No matter the option the battle is never won Decisions, decisions i have to make Cuz in the end I determine my fate