Fascinating

I find it fascinating 
That we are all 
Temporary
This little life trip seems unnecessary 
But its needed 
To test your soul 
To see if you’ll drink from the toilet bowl 
Of this existence that we create 
How do you want history to read your fate?
Were you worth something to rate?
Or a result of daddy’s need to masturbate?
He should have launched you in a tissue 
You’re really nothing more than an issue 
To be ignored 
Though I know your bored 
You may beg to the Lord 
Or fall upon your own sword 
That you sharpen 
With drug and drink 
Quizzical little choice 
Don’t yah think?
Too many questions 
And few answers to be found 
It’s the reality
Of idiocy’s sound 
Pass me the chemicals 
And pour another round 
I need to be numb to put on my shield 
It’s the fog of blankness 
That I wield 
As I wait in the concrete field
And look to the sky 
Questioning who, what and why 
Waiting to die
To find out if it was all a lie 
It is with these thoughts 
I breathe a heavy sigh 
And pray I receive my wings 
As I’m ready to fly 

Eric (and sometimes not)
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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