Falling

I'm shaking, its hard to breathe crying so much that I cant see never thought you would do this to me heart is beating so fast. I feel it in my chest I try to close my eyes, but theres no way I can rest Can't stop rocking back and forth Can't stop pacing these cold floors need to talk but your not here losing you is my biggest fear I love. You hate was I just a big mistake? right now I want to die stab this pencil through my eye never breathe again would you care? I try to be a good wife your my whole entire life with out you I'm nothing at all A helpless people just waiting to fall I love you, but you not me