Fallen

Remember that I cried when the screen slapped in to my face annunciation of your having somebody again I don't cry ever it wasn't first time your ego run over me and easily I blamed everything apart from dream of our predestination through all this time there was a feeling as destination was reached at the moment when I felt presence in crowded room electrified fireflies contaminated my neural system from that point I could smell your trace as well trained dog like that time when we bumped to each other in the middle of overcrowded square at a masquerade party I pretend that I don't recognize you so you took of your mask never knew how to behave being around us always did losing steps us never walked side by side my sinful steps continuously falling behind your steps accelerated in need for filling that gap between maybe I took peccant steps but there was no need to step on me every time when I came close there was no need at all we couldn't see each other masks were on the whole time mine to prevent you from noticing fallen parts yours to prevent my realising of your victorious satisfaction every time when there was potentially outlined capitulation why couldn't you be my glue at least that one time when I was placed in parked car by your side how appropriately this story is parked whole time yet we never took our ride lie on lie threaded as crystal parts of the necklace you wrapped around my throat by the choice I'm losing breath as equivalent for my dignity focused on breathes can't fall apart while sitting next to you in that borrowed white box - I'm sorry If I hurt you I didn't know how you feel declined from metal surfaces causing internal bleeding of my soul fallen wanted to scream but chosen smile instead you'll never see me cry fallen between lines shyly pushed - feels like I always knew you came to the surface then drowned with one - thought she was the one the sound of my heart fallen from that exposed plate is hidden by cognition that you have read wrong screenplay again and forced that last move on chessboard - It's not like I see myself as mother of your children silence from brought down curtain fell fallen both of us skillful at making theatre only mistake done was letting the audience to validate us