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Fake Christian - 1

There are moments
When I find myself wishing
Yearning to be something I am not
Someone who serves Him
With never a doubt or sin
Someone who knows Him
Better than they know themselves

I wish I could say, my friend,
That I am a perfect Saint
A Christian so flawless and faultless
That I deserved the Christian name

I can’t say that, my friend
For I have faults and flaws
I’m wrong sometimes and I don’t always 
Know the way to go
The words to say or the 
Right from the wrong

I wish I could say, my friend
That I’m someone who always prays
The way that God can bless
With never a selfish desire or hope

I can’t say that, though
There are times I pray for selfish gain
Times when I don’t pray for the ones
That deserve the prayers the most
And times I don’t seek solace
In His amazing grace

There are moments
When I find myself longing
To be someone that I can be proud of
Someone who is totally selfless
Self-sacrificing like the Savior
The One I serve in spite of the fact
That I’m so inadequate and lacking
When it comes to being a Christian

Still, I pray… to become like Jesus
The One I know can take this clay I am
And create someone worthy of His love

I’m not a fake Christian
But I am a Christian who knows
I’m not perfect – even though I want to be
More like my Savior
Jesus, who died for me!
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Kendrick Avatar
January 23, 2021 at 4:08 AM
If only we could measure up to our Savior but we can't in this mortal body. Enjoyed reading your work. Each temptation with His help we overcome, each mistake we confess, and each time we pray we before stronger. Congrats on your winner. Sara
Kauffman Avatar
January 20, 2021 at 10:12 AM
Beautiful testimony of the yearning heart - a pilgrim seeking oneness with God. This is a "real" picture - an honest picture, Gina. Thank you for sharing your daily journey of faith us. Blessings dear friend!
Buhagiar Avatar
January 20, 2021 at 1:25 AM
You cannot be perfect as our Father in Heaven is perfect. You can only try to achieve a good life. If you fail you must turn to the Lord for forgiveness. ~~
Y. Avatar
January 19, 2021 at 6:32 AM
WoW!Regina, What a heartfelt poem that shows your heart for God. No one is perfect, your shortcomings and flaws shows you are human. This poem is encouraging and inspirational; your faith shines bright in every word and every line. Kudos to you for writing such an honest write, my friend- Alexis
Trifiatis Avatar
January 19, 2021 at 5:35 AM
In your poem my dearest, Regina every Christian can see himself/herself. We are Christian in the degree we imitate Christ but no one of us mere mortals can achieve it. Of course, it is advisable to follow the words of St Matthew 5: 48 superb poem. Inspiring and profound! Blessing!
Mcintosh Avatar
January 19, 2021 at 6:14 AM
Thank you so much for your encouragement... God is a forgiving and amazing and awesome God so I trust Him with my heart and soul. God bless you friend
Andresen Avatar
January 19, 2021 at 4:56 AM
- No one is perfect ... no one can be perfect ... we do the best we can ... it's not easy to believe ... especially in our world ... I admire your strength, my friend ... a honest poem ... lovely written :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Mcintosh Avatar
January 19, 2021 at 5:07 AM
Thank you sweet lady... Someone that was angry called me a fake Christian and I guess this spewed my response out... It is honest. Thank you for your kindness always. Love to you and blessings too
Kavanagh  Avatar
January 19, 2021 at 4:23 AM
Heya Regina don’t be too harsh on yourself; your only human like the rest of us, what matters is your a good person at heart, and in the end that will be your legacy, very thoughtful writing, cheers David
Mcintosh Avatar
January 19, 2021 at 4:48 AM
I know God is making me into something better as I go... so long as I let him. I know He forgives, too. Thank you for your kind thoughts
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