Faith

But did it? Does it? The memories of earth and all of its components, do they just get forgotten like yesterday's waste or are they saved on an external drive somewhere safe after our souls retrieve to prior state? I need to know if that is or isn't the case, because it may or may not put my mind in a less than racing state. I mean, the mystery of what happens after this physical earthly place is quite triggering and alarming to think we need to relax and have faith. I just need to know if she is going to recognize me on my last and first day. I have to undoubtedly know we are going to be able to pick up where we last left and it just flow . I wish I could find the answer, but no. Reality is I will never know. I am stuck fighting myself to have faith regarding this unseen and unknown historical debate. It's unsettling to think we are sisters and share this bond then your heart stops here, and your spirit moves on. Leaving your memories made here for what? My faith to keep strong? I'm fighting a demon that wants me to believe, this is it and when you died that was the last of you to me. But that voice is a liar, how could a bond of sisterhood dissipate after death eliminating any and all chances for our souls to re connect. So I am choosing to silence that little lie, as I have noticed it trying to remove the faith I keep inside. If this was it, and that's that. Then we would all be fools to believe a man died then came back. It's faith. That's where we will meet. It's faith, I definitely have the key.