Failure

My life is failure I can’t deny it anymore I hate my mom I hate my dad I hate my friends I hate my enemies And I hate myself It’s not worth This life I lead Pain and suffering Filled with greed Bottles of blood Precious razor blades Self help And support groups I’m going to hell I don’t care anymore I forgot what I’m looking for My life is filled with Pills, lighters, Never forget The razors The pain inside Is almost unbearable Another day Another pill Another night Another thrill Will I survive Or will I kill Blood gushing Heart pounding How long? This is my failure