Fade...

i see u... but u cant see me... shrouds of lonelyness and darkness im in the eye of a black hurricane stained w/ blood and pain... pictures of the past n present run thru my mind am i really...really insane? or not... is this for real? or is it surreal? i stand here ppl passing by as if im not ther am i a ghost? r u still ther? mayb jus 4 a high 5 but ur hands slip past pat my friends on the back my hand slips past i giv my luvr a hug n yet... my arms slips past... am i still here? or am i in my grave? y do i feel this fear? y do i feel this way? am i a spirit that has not yet gone 2 the afterlife? or is this the afterlife? mayb my mind is tricking me ppl leav w/out saying goodbye... i feel so cold everyday i feel my heart die.. n feel this cold wind blow... n pass me by...