Exposed

The first time
Goodness?
or not
the first time I saw a man’s parts
I was five…….

Such confusion, such disbelief
hide and seek we played and in a a box he hid.
Sears had delivered a new frig
his sons and I “ally alley out free……..”
we called and ran from room to room 
in giggling search for each other.
Closet ……….no..
Behind the kitchen door ……no
Upstairs we ran His son and I to the kids bedroom.
Under the bed….nope!

Downstairs we ran and out the door,
the boy went left I went right.
The backyard with all the sheds and trees and….
a huge cardboard box……….
His eldest son squealed from the front yard…
baby boy was no where out front!!!

The flap on the cardboard box moved.
Ever so quietly I approached ……….
“I got him!” I screamed and lifted the box flap.
Inside the box sat my friends Dad?
In an over coat and nothing else….
“Wanta see what I got?” He said?
Between his hands stood a rigid rod
he petted it. Looking down at it and up at me….

I screamed. I ran. “Grandma! GRANDMAAAAAAAAAAA!”
And that was my first exposure to man.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Culverhouse Avatar
June 26, 2010 at 3:12 PM
That is sick!! congrats on the win! Is that a real story? It must have left you a little scarred!
White Avatar
June 23, 2010 at 3:21 AM
Damn I don't know how you got over that- I'm in shock reading it- anyhoo Congrats on the win my friend
Green Avatar
June 21, 2010 at 4:33 PM
Ewww....how awful, sorry you had to go through that. I hope Grandma beat the snot out of him.
Marcum Wong Avatar
June 20, 2010 at 6:13 PM
soupmail
Bruinekool Avatar
June 20, 2010 at 5:31 PM
I really enjoyed this piece. It has the innocent tone of a child while discussing the contamination of such innocense. The imagery and language really brought me into the scene. Good work.
Masters Avatar
June 19, 2010 at 2:15 PM
This was certainly sexual abuse and child abuse. I want to hear that your grandmother had this man arrested and filed charges against him. Of course you were so small that this experience was quickly devoured by your subconscious - what problems *if any* has this caused you in your life with relatonships - both with men and women? I have been readng that victims of this kind of attack have rage and abandonment issues with their female caretakers
Brown Avatar
June 19, 2010 at 11:23 AM
Congratulations on your win in Joe Flach's contest "First Time" Deb. So sorry that happened to you. Love, Carol
Bloomsfield Avatar
June 19, 2010 at 1:45 AM
Dear congrat on your win,this poem gave me chills in my spine,If I was your Grandma,I get the broom and hit him hard in the exposed sick extra meat fat!I can never accept abuse on the innocent, touching! MA
Dietrich Avatar
June 18, 2010 at 11:51 PM
congratulations on an excellent write, Deb. As for my one poem God is Good. I bet it could be adjusted to make a true kyrielle! LUv, Andrea
Dabomb™ Avatar
June 18, 2010 at 6:31 PM
Very unique poem with very descriptive imagery. A little disturbing though. Glad you're able to move on and write about it. Congrats!
Johnson Avatar
June 18, 2010 at 6:08 PM
Oh what a terrible experiende. I hope he got in to oodles of trouble. Ugh. Congratulations on your hm. Love, Joyce
Conway Avatar
June 18, 2010 at 6:08 PM
I probably would have screamed too :( What a freak...But as always you turned a wierd expierence into a fantastic poem-congrats on your win!~Tirzah~
Sweetheart Avatar
June 18, 2010 at 3:17 PM
Congrats Debbie on your HM in Joe's contest with this wonderful write.. hope u enjoy your very special honor... see SOUP MAIL...luv.. pupil..
Taylor Avatar
June 18, 2010 at 2:54 PM
Quite a story, Deb. Must've been scary and frightening. Hope the perp got what was coming to him. No excuse for that. Thanks for your comments. Have a good one, Ralph
Anish Avatar
June 18, 2010 at 2:10 PM
Sexy stuff Debbie! And thanks a lot for your kind and important words concerning my poem. Yours Matthew Anish
Loving Iii Avatar
June 18, 2010 at 1:28 PM
the first time should never be a time when you could not use it. how horrible.
Devonshire Avatar
June 18, 2010 at 8:49 AM
I'm so sorry I misread this poem the first time. What happened is not funny at all, but quite disturbing. It's a shame this happened to you. Love, Carolyn
Dietrich Avatar
June 18, 2010 at 12:08 AM
eeeegads, what a PERV, and what a great way you told the story! LUv, Andrea ps. I have a few weird tales like that one too!
Mehta Avatar
June 17, 2010 at 5:13 PM
A very creative recollection of the childhood memory and the pen flows undettered.
A   Avatar
June 17, 2010 at 5:02 PM
Oh what a disturbing image you must have had as a child, just horrible for a grown man to have showed that to a young child... so what did your grandma or grandpa do??, must have been interesting I mean I would have raised hell if I were them, enjoyed your write..P.D.
Kendrick Avatar
June 17, 2010 at 4:30 PM
That had to be horrible for you...Much more horrible than the trip to the ER...That man had to be sick...Keep the creative pen flowing..Sara
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