Exhausted

Exit my mind, so I can begin to grow up My habits bite me hard in the ass again Got a hangover by the horrible things I’ve done I want to give up and hurt myself sometimes I’m exhausted and it’s too late to forgive myself I feel it in my heart breaking bit by bit Throwing a fit and I’m not feeling myself tonight I don’t deserve to feel good and that’s it I loved what you said, I say in dread You gave me wisdom without words, said I in broken pride I hated regretting everything instead I misbehave and get triggered…I’m hurting deep inside Fighting the exhaustion… Tightening my grip upon my heart Mighting my flight in the sun Lightning makes me trip and fall apart I will show you with actions to give you my affection vibrantly I don’t give what people say about our triumphant love I love you to the floor to the sky and I mean it entirely I want it to cave in — your enduring blissfulness above I’m exhausted and it’s too late to forgive myself I feel it in my heart breaking bit by bit Throwing a fit and I’m not feeling myself tonight I don’t deserve to feel good and that’s it I loved what you said, I say in dread You gave me wisdom without words, said I in broken pride I hated regretting everything instead I misbehave and get triggered…I’m hurting deep inside Fighting the exhaustion… Tightening my grip upon my heart Mighting my flight in the sun Lightning makes me trip and fall apart Heartfelt words you say to me makes me melt once more Getting over the fact that I had to face storms to boldly soar But, I’m exhausted as hell…getting out of my shell In this lonesome cell and I’m no longer all alone for now Your echoes of encouragement ring an optimistic bell And your handsome face is what I look forward to anyhow I’m exhausted and it’s too late to forgive myself I feel it in my heart breaking bit by bit Throwing a fit and I’m not feeling myself tonight I don’t deserve to feel good and that’s it I loved what you said, I say in dread You gave me wisdom without words, said I in broken pride I hated regretting everything instead I misbehave and get triggered…I’m hurting deep inside Fighting the exhaustion… Tightening my grip upon my heart Mighting my flight in the sun Lightning makes me trip and fall apart I loved what you said, all left unsaid But I’m exhausted and I’m growing so sleepy You say sweet dreams as I go to bed Tired of fighting the fight of wanting to be free But, do you care? Yes you do…to answer that dumb question Can you fix my tear? Can you wipe away my tears as I might away my tension?