Everything Isn'T Okay

Everyone says everything will be okay But I know nothing is okay nothing is right The pain is killing me each second Kill me it hurts so much Give me more drugs Make the pain go away Help me Help me from dying Help me from the pain Put me out of this world of hurt Everything is going so cold Nothing is the same Everything is turning black I can't see you no more It's so cold in here help me My soul is going away The pain is going away Where am I going What is happening to me Everyone lied to me nothing is okay I'm dying No one knows why I don't want to die I wanna stay here with you Someone help me please Save me Save my life from this cold death Please I'm yelling out but no one can hear me PLEASE HELP ME Can anyone hear me? Can anyone see me? Where is everyone? Why is everyone crying? Why is everyone dressed in black? Why are my parents on the ground? Why is my boyfriend carrying casket? Who is in the casket? Why is there music playing? Where am I? What happen to me? Did I die? Please tell me I'm not gone Their putting me in the ground All I see is people crying Help me I don't want to leave I see everyone putting flowers on my grave I see everyone getting into their cars and driving away One year later Everyone is happy Everyone is smiling They look like they don't miss me I wonder if they can hear me say hi I wonder if they know I'm here I wonder if he has moved on I wonder if he's happy I wonder if he misses me