Everything Is a Fight

rise against opression if you could but you are far too unwell as scathed as i am from this constant battle the only thing i have undestood is that everything is a fight picking my battles just soo i can live a happy life settle for nothing because last time settling was a mistake everything is a fight the mailman, the power companies phone bills spirituality sexual identity political views medicated for whats wrong so they can be right Everyday biting my tongue tongue in cheek doesnt exist fighting to better myself as futile as that is i may as well sign up for the war because its endless absolutley endless and even signing up for a fight i would have to fight you on who i should fight giving up is way easier yet that would be the path of least resistance where i fight myself and lose everyday everything is a fight everything from making someone understand you struggling from day to day no clarity ever just two sides with opposing views both saying their right So what are we fighting for if everybody gets it power control money the glory of living a lie to be sold to the masses as an example of how right they are for making your entire life a fight I'm not sure where the pay off is winning by overwhelming people with confusion being the posterboy or girl for something and trying to fail it's endless, it's pointless, couldnt pay me to care its just not worth the fight i guess thats all there is sell your happy ending for another endless futile battle for somebody elses glory just to feel like you belong and then smile everytime you wish to die cause thats all there is left fight to survive fight for the truth fight for your rights fight to fight over everything that is a fight