Everyday Is Lost

Why do I feel so devalued with no purpose  just lost and forgotten 
Left without a belonging, just a something that’s been trod on 
I tried so hard to please them all just to be excepted
 This was all to much, rejected I’m not wanted, It was expected 
I feel used all of my life, just let me go to be at peace
I have been punished yet again, why does it never cease
Who’s in control, can’t you see I have had enough
Just let me go I can’t do this, it’s all far to tough

Who gives out all that happiness you get for your life
Where is my share, was it removed with a surgical knife
My happy place That was never promised just for me, 
I was just given troubles with pain, don’t you agree
Some people have endless love in their life
I was driven by the need to keep alive 
That want is no longer my strongest priority
I just want peace in my heart, not Ala ‘carte
This should have been given to me right from the start.

So how do you deal with sadness and a broken heart
How do you deal with everyday when it’s always crap
I want to give up, my road is never ending
I am not strong enough, no point in pretending.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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