Every Trick I Know

A mischievous smile belies a trembling lip: as pleas get uttered in the name of friendship. And with sad eyes glazed in a foggy stupor: you beg forgiveness, for yet one more blooper. I painted your heart in a coating of trust, now, its metal's showing, and starting to rust. But while sharing a moment weighing your pain, my heart got crushed, on hearing you cry again. As your dreams dissolve, you readily succumb to any sensations in a heart gone numb. And hope's lost in a maze of needles and pills, chasing death through minefields of chemical thrills. You keep falling, even when I hold you tight, slipping into darkness surrounded by light. And, fleeing from reality's nightmare screams, you shoot up in pursuit of vanishing dreams. I tremble at the mere thought of losing you, whatever pain you're feeling; I'm feeling too. And I'll not sever that bond and let you go, but will fight for you with every trick I know.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Zerlaut Avatar
July 9, 2017 at 12:08 AM
Oh Emile... this is a gut-wrenching yet beautiful poem. Kudos... this really touches the heart. Dealing with my own hardships with those in my life who have addictions. So well wrote, It deserves so much more than a seven.
Pinet Avatar
July 9, 2017 at 8:47 AM
Thanks so much Jesse, your comments have touched my heart my friend, I appreciate your support, Emile.
Lane Avatar
July 6, 2017 at 6:01 PM
Living with and loving an addict of any kind is a daunting task. If this is a real situation for you, I sincerely hope for the best outcome. You've written sensitively and it's heartbreaking, Emile.
Pinet Avatar
July 7, 2017 at 9:10 AM
Thanks Lin, this is not a real on going situation but a reflection on past experiences, your support is greatly appreciated my friend, Emile.
Sands Avatar
July 6, 2017 at 4:36 PM
Emile you have once again, expressed deep feelings so well with your writing. Keep up the fight , I hope for the best in this situation. :)
Pinet Avatar
July 7, 2017 at 9:06 AM
Thanks Heidi, your support is greatly appreciated my friend, Emile.
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