Every Time

Every time I see the sun, I think of the smiles you have left in my heart. I think of all the laughter you shared with me, I think of every time you made me grin. Every time I hear that song, I remember us singing softly together. I remember us dancing together, I remember us learning the piano chords. Every time I see your picture, I look back on our months together. I look back on the times we laughed and cried. I look back on the times we fought and made up. Every time I love someone else, I think of your face. I think of your laughter and smiles. I think of your ease and loving qualities. Every time I think of you, I remind myself that this had to be. I remind myself that we tried over and over, I remind myself that I'm better alone again. And every time, I cry.