Eve of No More

Raw, like the skin’s been ripped off me
Crawling, just keep scrapping my knees

Bottoms of bottles just keep staring back to see
Who’s the girl who cut her smile trying to break free

Stab me with needles, I’ll relish you pricking me
I’ll lose my mind from fear, instead of looming insanity

You must have blocked yourself from me
But you’re still watching me secretly

I don’t know when to cut the line
When does obsessive turn to obscene

I’m tracking, like I’m hunting for a feast
Trailing from a scent that maybe you just can’t see clearly

Someone help me give up
Cause you’ll be the death of me

It wasn’t in the contract that you’d disregard what’s meant to be
Are you that heartless, that you can just leave me hanging

Maybe I welcome the abuse and you savor breaking me
I can’t seem to stop myself from coveting nothing

I want to torture you for the prospective possibility
After distancing yourself and pretending there was no opportunity 

Show you the sun sets only when you sleep
I toss my life like confetti and you cant’ even respond to me

Tiny army of soldiers are just fighting inside to keep
Any semblance of chance from being thrown on the street

Lay down the cards like you slay me in your sheets
Countdown the scars while you do bad things to me

Holier than heaven when you take a piece of me
Going to start a whole rebellion to have you put that on repeat

Copyright © Madeleine Loggia | Year Posted 2016

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