Eternity

I sit here alone with my thoughts of you
Still yet everyday the same of not knowing what to do
I know letting you go probably should be done
But in my heart, being held in your arms is the place where I long to run
We allowed our love, back then, end before it really had begun
I don't know how you are taking it, but as for me I'm here with all this pain
I'm left trying not to let my tears fall like rain
While she has the best of you
Because the best of yourself, for everyone, is all you do
Yet does she honestly treasure it as much as I would
Does she truely love you as much as she should
Will she ever commit to you like I could
I believe my love will make you stop searching for the one it is you seek
I know my love for you is strong, as it's anything but weak
But you go on right on holding her through her screams in the night
Waiting for it to end and pretending in the daylight
That all with her is quite alright
You keep her there by your side 
And your true feelings you both continue to hide
The whole time both your hearts are breaking
Your souls are so wounded and merciless aching
I'm standing right here in this place I stood before
Knocking non stop on only your hearts door
It's you, the man you are and always have been, to whom I so endlessly miss
You are my reason that love in my life is complete and exists
But then again perhaps my emotions are all a mistake
Maybe here is where my heart is supposed to constantly forsake
My feelings could possibly be so wrong
Yet I still always feel it so intense and strong
Maybe without you is truly where I belong
Since so much time has gone on, and the years have been so long
You know for sure just how and why I feel for you
The way I do
I know in my soul
But not in words your own
How you feel about me
Now I'm wondering if ever you will see
That between us, it's really meant to be
From that fateful day we met and throughout eternity

Copyright © Sandy Schermerhorn | Year Posted 2008

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