Ephemeral Infinity

And that tranquil feeling didn’t leave This time of chaos It stayed On my chest Holding my hand from inside, telling me I was Alright even if bleeding No smiles But no tears No fake hope But no flaky belief I transform any crystalized moment Of swallowed tears Agony and forceful sanity In flowers blooming from my heart Seeing more than any heart has ever asked for, But when I saw that broken mirror giving me infinite perspectives My curious sight forgot to weep As that vision opened one million universes for me A jolt Of light It was absurd in form of symphony I finally got the mystery I came here one million lives Of irony To see and now I can see It’s like looking at myself somehow Feels my heart with bliss Compassion that one can give to oneself Is more irradiant and powerful If honest As it extends to anyone who can breath I cannot hate my enemies And I also can’t feel fear I won’t deliberately hold their hands But I am not sure I can Ferociously let go If they hold me asking for mercy I know I look fragile Yet like a bull Who steps so soft That feet don’t crush even a field of daisies I love life I made through here We all got cuts Blood Sadness inside but nothing lasts forever and the ephemeral moment is so full of infinity that makes me eternally believe I still leak more than I absorb But I have compassion for this baby Who is just learning how to breath