Energetically Speaking

Steer here to peer at these compounded years fierce uncried fears strangled my tears So strong, so stoic, brave in my silence, too no one to empower or donate my views to Learned that I’m supposed, to trust no one, tell no one better hold fast lest secrets will come undone Electric our address, electric our bodies lack of awareness, feel more like zombies Dead to my joy, insecure with disease fight, flight or freeze, trauma decrees Just been discovered! Solution’s found! I walk in it all around on the ground Key’s found in this doomed body’s feelings Hear this, she sends me her grandly warm greetings Addiction hides, compulsion derides accumulates massive quantity besides of foul smelly goo that it slowly oozes All this goo morphs, brims over, then it fuses with lies that they told me and I told myself It cools and it hardens to a huge gnarly shelf of trauma’s junk rooted in every cell through cram up my throat-dam until I go blue How can I feel it; huge loada crap’s in the way Love pulses through sorrow, betrayal, and plain ol’ dismay Rather than think hard, analyze, theorize feel it beat, healing seat, never terrorize Mind speculates, worries, and ruminates unending intrigue, more dead ends to designate Breathe consciously to observe energy’s flow gone the throat-dam, light’s clarity I now know Never a victim, a master in training heart chakra focal point mindfulness reigning