Enduring slave of Limerance

I am ensnared in a web, shackled to the weight of limerence. I rattle my chains of connection, Ironically I fear the escape. The disappointment of freedom… My caged paradise of fantasy and lies, intimacy and delusion, Romance and limerence, a false home… a false hope… Freedom is necessary to true salvation, but am I elected to be saved? What is the virtue of these boundless open lands, When there’s no-one to share these deep waters with. The waters of love are too wild for me to tame, no matter how much I endure, I am going to drown in this so called freedom.