Endurance

Endurance:
Keep changing perspective; 
If only to combat the dwindling light~
Each droplet of
tear from me shall shine,
My beauty
shall stand tall,
I shall bloom
 to the happiness of those I love,
And my love shall stay the same
Until I fall.
My heart searches the airwaves for an answer...
Feeling for a pulse, 
For a bead of life.
Tired and torn, 
My understandings shatter like glass...
Teardrops line the cracks and gaps
That exist between the fragments 
Of my scuffed and scattered mind.
Memories dance like a rogue sunbeam 
Sparkling on the sequins of my blouse.
Like silver stars twinkling across a sea of Burberry carpet,
Flashes of inspiration capture my wandering eye.
A twist of thread lies on the floor before me;
Black and tangled,
Free and formless...
A stark contradiction to my carefully catalogued 
Collections of thought.
I somehow awoke to this nightmare:
A kingdom of sorrow 
Where fear has become the patriarch.
Enslaved by my base desires,
Steel bars of ignorance brandish the cells 
Of my caged and captive potential.
Every atom of my composure 
Becomes no more than a cruel trick of light,
A practiced sleight of hand...
A ruse that has become impenetrable,
Seamless and familiar;
Touching the darkest parts of the heart,
Caressing the ill begotten frills 
Of our utterly underdeveloped souls.
Yet, still, 
we endure.

The wheel turns,
The fire burns,
The spirit yearns,
The ashes gather
And fill the urns...
And Still,
We Endure.

Accepting
what we cannot
change
but giving space
to 
ourselves
boundaries
from
what hurts us
what is beyond
our endurance
to bear
Believe me, you deserved someone better
You are reborn from fire, from the light,
And light you become.
The darkness is repelled by your presence;
You have broken free of your deficiencies.
By conquering your demons,
You have proved yourself above the dark.
The blackness is trapped beneath your feet,
It can never control you again...
 Oh give thanks
unto the Lord
for He is good
and His mercies,
Oh yes
His mercies,
they never fail us
never.
His mercies
they
endure
forever
and ever
and
ever more.
By Aliza Kashmala Kiran
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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