Endless Process

11/15/22 Regarding my heart, it'll take a lot to fix mine Rarely do I sip wine While you can you better live life Before you're on a bed with an I.V. drip line Everybody always having a pissing contest All of you God Bless My mom stressed Often telling me that I'm a hot mess Just because you would doesn't mean I have to settle for a lot less It's an endless process I need to work towards progress By choice I'd rather talk less They say my lifestyle will be What kills me And that I'm the one that's guilty In a world that's corrupt and filthy I still see That nothing changes until we Accept responsibility As time ticks on She said I did this wrong Realize everything I smoke and sip is strong Already accepted the fact that I may not live long A world that struggles to reduce waste Will it impact our doom date? People are too strange With a sudden mood change Aiming toward the top of the food chain Got nothing to lose and everything to gain Energy separates or generates Let this sink in and resonate Life continually perpetuates The cycle has yet to break Danger always lurks with the potential to decimate On each other lifeforms feed upon S*** happens regardless of it being agreed upon At the edge I continually teeter on