End Life Pays The Pain

Silent pain is the most violent one No hysterics, no tears Just mere silent Outside nothing displayed I don't want to say anything I don't want to feel anything. Tremendous pain is the most cruel one Lying alone in my bed crying Groaning in pain helpless Nothing sort of a torture I don't want to find for help I don't want to say anything to anyone. This time in my state I feel helpless I sense payback time in life Little abuses filed from youth In the body or in the spirit Has come fruiting in old age Repentance tribute in the end.