Enabling

The phone rings and I know That you will beg for money The amount is always too small Too telling of your situation It’s easy to believe lies cries From red high eyes I despise the disease That holds hostage Your humanity as you’d steal Lie kill to support your habit At some point you will Have to face your demons The reasons you use Are too many and too few And I am tired simply tired Of trying to save you from yourself It’s not that I don’t care I am painfully aware That you do not Not enough to trust Tough love and stop Holding us hostage Ripping our hearts For a snort a sip a dip a puff All because you can’t get enough I’m done being the blame For your emotional abuse game Gaslighting and the insane Behavior Only the savior can save I’m done enabling