Emotionless

Feelings? What feelings? I don't know what I feel anymore, my emotions are not here. My mind draws a blank, as I try to smile. My eyelids are heavy, I want to lay and rest. Lock myself in a pitch black room, with my music playing softly. I have no emotions, I feel no such pain. No sorrow, No anger, only an emotionless void. What is this madness, that blanks out my mind? My body's numb, My eyes are blurry, My hands are cold, My limbs shake. My heart has lost it's joy, drained of all emotion. Red fades to black, muscle turns to stone. I close myself off, alone in the world. No one should see, and emotionless me.