Einstein Beat

On the edge of the world I stare into the distance an inner struggle I'm faced with so they tell me there's nothing to fear strong ,strength, sad songs, and sadder still as sweet as the pill i swallow, wallow in it misery enough to go around the energy I'm channeling way beyond my control comprehension intellectual dead man head hallow several dead ends i follow strength has'nt failed, strength held, take theses nails swords over my head I'm in my comfort zone right at home death parked on my doorstep fore step, marching strong I might still to be determined find the light I'm at the end of the tunnel the pull is strong so long farewell to oncxe was and could have been I'm not the same man The struggles have taken something away from my soul What has been left in its place its anybody's guess signals to my memory its confusion I'm confronted with continuing everlasting revenge it's not what I'm asking for