Dying Slowly

Here i am There you are Where are we? The static hurts my ears The same through all these years Everything has changed But something is the same How can i go on? A heartless shell of i Stolen by your light The darkness' drawing nigh Without you in my life I would rather die Here, it's now Though i war against the present And the hollow future Ice age coming Filled with sorrow and regret Time is running out Is it over yet? On the spot Now I try to count the blessings that I've got But your curse is haunting me And i'm thankful for your ghost What would i do without you? How could i ever see? If i have one regret It's doing you wrong Never should have left I tried to make amends Only my failure succeeds I miss you so, old friend I would die for you, again I love you more than me MAYbe you're right In all the wrong ways Or maybe it's me Or maybe it's just life But i cannot seem to see The good that came from this I know we've grown apart But somehow I know We're still connected maybe it's just something more than we can comprehend maybe, someday, we both will understand I will see you in the next life...