Dying a Million Times and More

I tried to live this life... But I feel so empty… The silence is beating me down... As low as the bed of the sea… --- I can’t sear and seal... The bad memories I left behind... I tried to ignore, breathe with it... But it keeps on drowning me... --- If I could only turn back the time... I would go sooner than my innocence... I’ll fix the scattered pieces of my being... And find someone to be with as I live.. --- Someone who will love and hold me... Comfort me when I’m down... Who will be my guiding light... On my boring time… --- Because every time I’m alone... I feel the unfilled part of my life... And I feel like I’m dying... Dying a million times and more…