Dubious

I beheld your frame in my doubting eyes there was no way for me to explain this to by brain. How could my trembling hands want to follow the trail,and explore your definition. If I know you are taboo. What damage could be done in my adoration. Not put here I think, for my souls appreciation I cannot humble myself enough to walk away If my lust defiles you -I am certain I cannot look away, captured in the gleam of my eye, It's not for me to decide God our creator already has said that lust is a sin that starts in the minds eye. I behold a sight that draws me like a magnet to metal. Shall I blame this on the devil? Are my feelings evil? My resources are feeble. Signals received under complicated conditions. Waiting for your response to free me. If I lose my soul -I will be lost forever if there is such a thing as the great beyond -- I will be doomed. If I be true to my now, as natural as it may seem. Who will call the foul ? I am waiting on your response to free me. The virus of the unrighteous has spread to the future.. We have become what we once hated infuriated, that what's inside me is despised. I have never supt of your essence. Though I be penalized-God who knows the score-When he indicts me with this crime... God who controls my emotions my thoughts-Leaves this one to my charge. fraught I am in this conflict-Shall I remain lost.? Waiting on your response. If we kiss now, I cannot touch you in the future- One day it won't matter about Color age or respective gender. We can love completely without guilt or shame- without the threat of torture in a treacherous flame One day love and lust will be the same. It will all be fine, until then I will wait with dubious mind.