Drowning In Fear

So there I lay, cold and weeping voices of my mistakes screaming in my ear thoughts of my life I might not be keeping drowning in my own useless fear and the rain began to pour the blood was washed away it was me he then came for let me live another day I almost lost the battle that night and many other nights close calls he's the only one who can let me win the fight but how long until my life falls and hes not there to save me my fears want me dead, maybe then I'll be free