Dreamtime: My Friend Ivan

after Ivan's wake, later that night while I slept, I had a dream.......... suddenly! I was in a parking garage below ground, it was dark and oil-greasy, I was standing near a car, a big old four-door and on the other side of the car stood Ivan motioning me to come to him...... I started around the side of the car, but my feet felt like lead buckets......... I could barely move I couldn't seem to get to him....... and reached out to him....... exclaiming "Ivan your dead! do you know your dead?" .......with that peaceful smile Ivan always had, he replied "jimmy! (he always called me jimmy) I know, I'm ok, come here, I have to tell you something" he reached out his hand to me, .............and disappeared