Dreaming In My Reality

Breathing so hard Mind racing fast Where the hell am I? That's all I can ask Unfamiliar faces Way too familiar pain Same ass picture In an unfamiliar frame My vision is blurry But, Temporarily becomes clear No matter the clarity Im still drowning in fear Lack of understanding Searching for a clue Wait, this is a dream So what should I do I control this scene That's at least thats what i thought I pushed and I shoved I yelled as I fought He's trying to keep me He wont let me escape My eyes wont open Its as if they were sealed with tape I feel like I'm in a episode of a twisted "Criminal Minds" I see whats happening At the the same time I'm still blind I find myself somewhere different every single time O lord please wake me up Now your seriously playing with my mind. Now they are laughing at me as if this dream was all real Whats this misleading concept Whats the freakin deal? Sweat now soaking my pillow My eyes somehow unlatched Looking around in a dark room Felt like I was just in a crash I must get up and walk this dream away It felt so real as if my reality contained this dismay Cold water against my skin and a prayer on the side That's only thing that would rid my dangerous illusions No longer did i want to fight. Why these reoccurring dreams? What is my reality trying to say? Until i figure out this puzzle All I can do is pray Kioshi Love