Dream of Gray

The days have passed as if within
a dream I have been living
now I wake into the sun
new life its rays are giving.

Yet I fear to touch reality
for it may slip away
and draw me back into this dream
that turns my world to gray.

Lost within this dream alone
pain feeds upon my mind
and with its shadows in my eyes
to color I am blind.

But once again the day dawns new
and draws me to its light
where I won't have to walk alone
and colors fill my sight.

So I'll hold fast to all I've gained
to end this weary dream
I'll venture into life again
and flow on with the stream.



Written 1985 
during a hospitalization for depression
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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February 11, 2009 at 4:03 AM
Thank you for sharing this... i hope and pray for you sir! Your life shall not be filled with remorse but shall help you write more prose! ~ Arany
Winter Avatar
February 3, 2009 at 6:41 AM
Yes, you have come a long way, and so glad you are here. In a colorful, beautiful world, not alone. So sorry for all you've been through. A tough journey that will have a happy ending. Love, Shar
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February 2, 2009 at 3:13 PM
Strong words Robin, depression is a theif of time...Raul
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February 2, 2009 at 8:02 AM
Each poem tells story like a diary.Thanks for sharing this one Robin.Rgds Brian
Kelly Avatar
February 2, 2009 at 7:33 AM
Q R , you have come a L O N G way , since then and it shows in your positive presentations . Not to mention your witty observations !!!! .... So , write onnnnnn ...
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February 2, 2009 at 6:28 AM
A bit of your personal struggle....it is good to share, and unload with your writing talent. May you always see the color of the day, Robin, not the grey..is my wish for you. ~ Love, Carrie
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February 2, 2009 at 5:10 AM
This is a strong write Robin..love the hope that resides throughout the piece. Thanks for sharing this personal write. Love it.
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