Dream Lover Still In Love

I loved i her, to the extreme I loved her until despair she was my canoe my oar my pair safe harbor and gleam... Love so intense visceral meaningless anthropophagic most cruel love. and fatal Love that made me lost, tragic... Now I have nothing in the chest yes, now I have it stuck between cross and sword The heaven and hell I hold between dawn and dusk night suffering and enjoyment with effort... ! deep inside