Doppelganger,My Clown

As I was sitting in the park, one dark cloudy day, I was troubled in such a worrisome way. My complicated life had me down, upon my face, a grimacing, tormented frown. When I looked up, what I saw, was a stern faced clown, uninterested, suffused, withdrawn. He was sitting on the bench, so sad, so frayed, his hands clenched tight, as if he prayed. A look of torment upon his haunted face, it seemed he was uninterested, out of place. From his eyes, tears were falling to the ground, I was astonished, I was so astound. His face seemed to be frozen in time, but then again he reminded me of a mime. I understood immediately, we were the same, both of us being in the same mind frame. I tried to smile and to my despair, we both stared at each other with an equal glare. I wondered what this message could possibly be, was this fate being directed to me? He nodded his head, looked up to the leaden sky, he read my thoughts, I silently sighed. I realized in an instant this was foreseen; so petrified, I felt like a frozen ashy figurine. The clown still seated on the bench, his eyes steadily fixed, on me, was he totally entrenched? That tormented look that was upon his face, continued in silence, showing no reflective grace. Understanding, I smiled; I knew that this was my ghost, sent to me by The Divine’s Holy host. No longer worried or concern; my troubles lifted, that gloomy dark cloud has been adjourned. © Juanita Warden 7/12/11