Dont Let Loose

My words may be wack. But they support me and they watch my back. A way to vent and release. Becuase sometimes i cant breath. Watching the day walk on by. Watching children all around cry. Love lost but then gained again. Whered it go the first time? In the end will love leave me in sin? Mom walk out when i ws just three? No reason no motive for leaving me. Confused sits my two year old brother. Lost and looking for our mother. Dad goes into a depression all sad. I dont know what to do. Im just mad. Now im raising the kid. Though i dont know how. Open a can of soup and drop the lid. I cant think. Im in a daze, im only one kid. Sisters to heavy in drugs. Haveing fun with the jail birds and the thugs. Stress is my curse. Cant get rid of the monkey on my back. But i vent with my mouth, lips dont purse. I grew up and found nothing. No love, hope, and joy. I know at heart im just a boy. Never had time for those pleasures. Never had the chance to dig for treaseur. But we gotta keep moving. Never stop to here the birds cooing. Just keep moving. The past cant hurt now. It makes us stronger than the biggest spruce. So to keep the world out i have one thing to say. Keep your heart coverd and dont let it go loose.