Don'T Know

I don’t know what to do anymore, I lost something I have always adored, I lost in my life another girl, She was to me like a little pearl, I have always thought I could find one, Getting my hopes up every time I meet one, But every thing I find I lose, I would tell myself why I let her loose, I wish I knew why but I don’t, I wanted to say sorry but I wont, I have too much pride that kills me, Till the day I cannot see, I think about her all the time, Most of the times I moan and whine, I wonder what’s keeping us apart, Ever since when she decided to depart, I think about it every night and day, Of how long she’ll be away.