Don'T Ask Me To Apologize

Don't ask me to apologize for being the monster inside I refuse to set any agony i have aside Don't ask me to torch out the fuse i have growing There is so much torment behind this face without anyone knowing Don't ask me to unmask this demon i enshrine deep in the dark It fuels my spirit, whats left of me creating a tiny spark Don't ask me to let go of the past All the exploitation has been passed Don't ask me to neglect the flashbacks you put into my head So many wounds on my arms from the times you made me bled Don't ask me to excuse all the sin you created Cause my heart is buried distant enough it has to be gated Don't ask me to uncoil and live a little For how many times you beat me till my bones became brittle Don't ask me to not dread all of this I'd have to count the times of deaths i'd nearly miss You've made me the monster now don't ask me to apologize