Does She Know

DOES SHE KNOW YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OR WHEN YOU GREW UP WHAT YOU WANTED TO BE DOES SHE KNOW HOW YOU LIKE TO SMELL OR THE PLACES YOU WANT TO SEE DOES SHE KNOW WHAT YOUD RATHER DO WHEN YOU COME HOME ACHING AND SORE DOES SHE KNOW YOUR STANCE ON LIFE HOW YOU HATE CONFLICT AND WAR DOES SHE KNOW WHAT YOU LIKE TO WATCH OR READ OR DOES SHE KNOW YOUR FAVORITE FOOD DOES SHE KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU HAPPY WHEN YOUR SICK OR IN A BAD MOOD DOES SHE KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT YOURSELF YOUR INSECURITIES AND FEARS HAS SHE SEEN THE SCARS HAS SHE WIPED YOUR TEARS DOES SHE KNOW YOU ARE EVERYTHING I BELIEVE IN ALL THE BEAUTY AND COMPASSION IN THE WORLD I SEE DOES SHE KNOW WHAT YOUR LOOKING FOR WHEN YOU SAY YOU WANT TO BE HAPPY DOES SHE KNOW THAT YOUR KISSES USED TO BE MINE DOES SHE KNOW THOSE I LOVE YOUS BELONGED TO ME DOES SHE KNOW THE SOLACE THAT I BROUGHT YOU WHEN I GENTLY STROKED YOUR HAIR WHILE YOU WERE ASLEEP DOES SHE KNOW YOU WOULD HOLD MY HAND IN BED OR THE PASSION BEHIND YOUR EYES DOES SHE KNOW THE DEPTH YOU HAVE ALL THE EMOTIONS YOU CHOOSE TO HIDE DOES SHE KNOW THE THINGS THAT TURN YOU ON LIKE WHISPERING IN YOUR EAR TRACING THE OUTLINE OF YOUR JAW WITH MY LIPS OR GAZING INTO YOUR EYES IGNORING YOUR FEELINGS OF INADEQUACY AND FEAR DOES SHE KNOW THAT MY HANDS SHAKE AND THAT I TOO HAVE SCARS DOES SHE KNOW MY BODYS WEAK THAT I AM PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY STARVED DOES SHE KNOW MY KNEES TREMBLE OR THAT MY HEART BREAKS WHENEVER I HEAR YOUR NAME OR EVERYTIME I SEE YOUR FACE DOES SHE KNOW I'D DO IT ALL AGAIN EVEN IF THE OUTCOME REMAINED THE SAME EVEN IF I KNEW THE WHOLE TIME AGAIN I'D PLAY THIS GAME KNOWING I WOULD LOSE I WOULD RELIVE THE AGONY OF DEFEAT BECAUSE IN THAT TIME YOU LOVED ME I'D NEVER FELT MORE ALIVE, I'D NEVER FELT MORE FREE