Do You Really Want To Know?

Looking at myself in the mirror, How ugly i appear, When will i ever be good enough, It hurts to be pushed a side, Knowing someone else is on his mind, Whoever takes the time to think about me, That i would envy, Or is it nobody at all, Becoming lonely, Tied into one big knot, Unraveling different emotions, Stoping at the past, Remebering the good and the bad, I hate you for you, This is not the guy i met, He gave up on himself something i will never forget, You won is that what you wanted to hear?, Your plan to look like a big enough jerk, Worked, So now I'm not suppose to care, Even though i still do nothing i will ever share, Ignoring you, Because i refuse to talk, It's like saying words that go in one ear and out the other, Don't ask how i am doing when you know, Making me so angry Screaming out hateful words and putting on some kind of show..