Do You?

i ran from all my troubles i ran to hide all my fears i ran to be rid of this anger i ran to shed my tears bottled up inside me the hate for all my foes locked up inside this small dark room where only the anger grows crucified by society on jesus's i am the thorn i didnt ask for this way of life i didnt ask to be born "our father who art in heaven hallow be thy name " i prayed to you for forgiveness but what did i gain have i found someone to love me have i found someone to care i prayed to god in my time of need but our lord wasnt there and so i walk these streets at night i walk down by the dock lost inside these thoughts of mine i fall over a rock i curse the name of everyone its everone i hate to end up a lonley bitter man seems to be my fate to walk the path of many men to throw my life away hello depression my old friend are you here to stay ? isolate myself from the world ignoring all my phone calls no one understands my pain no one but these four walls so my friends whos reads this do the best in all you do cos no one likes to be second best no one does DO YOU?