Do I Still Dream

Do I Still Dream dreams ! do i still dream? not without tears in my big brown watered eyes not without a blindside heavy blacked heart and not without thinking I've lost the best years of my life that I never had what a waste of time to cry over time that has been stolen but it is my time and I soak the time away in my own tears of lost unknown could have been moments and I push it back and it pushes up over my cracked soul moving up over my head inching slowly seconds by slow second stretching over my pined shoulders on its way to crushing my chest with all my freaked out fears till I'm caved over in some out in out mind dance and tears are raining all over my feet that if my chest wasn't in the way! and I thing what the hell I am great at least in my could have been dreams and maybe someday someone will know it too maybe it will someday be you