Do I Even Know Me

Do I even know me Or how to be he Lost in myself I've put on a shelf I do not feel free For me to be me If I am who I am Do I act like a ham Should I ball it all up Inside parts of me Or act like a pup And run around free Un-abandonded but alone And chilled to the bone I search for the light Avoiding the fight You see I am gone But really right here My light it has shone Through even my fear Finding myself is really a task Needing of love for in it to bask I'll see you again on the right side of town Really my friends I'm not fooling around